I had apologized when I was not wrong.
I had lowered my voice when he raised his.
I had rearranged plans, hidden disappointment, and accepted blame simply because surrender ended arguments faster.
Something inside me finally stopped bending.
I did not scream at him.
I did not strike him.
I did not unleash every word I had swallowed during eleven years of marriage.
I wrapped both hands around the rail and said, “No.”
It was one word.
It was also the first real boundary I had placed between us in years.
For one second, Caleb looked stunned, as though the possibility of my refusal had never occurred to him.
His grip loosened just enough for me to believe he might step back.
Then his expression hardened.
He drove both fists into my stomach.
The pain turned the room white.
All the air vanished from my lungs as my body folded forward against the weight of the casts.
