I had gone to the consultation alone. I had signed the consent forms alone. I had packed my bag alone. And this morning, I had called a cab to reach the bus stop because Evan had an “important meeting” he couldn’t postpone.
The clinic was a three-story relic of the 70s, modern siding masking a heart that still smelled of linoleum, bleach, and the dim, yellowed light of hospital corridors. At the front desk, a nurse named Brenda Sanchez looked over my documents, her face tightening with a sudden, professional embarrassment.
“Ms. Davis,” she began softly. “There’s a slight complication. We don’t have a private room available this morning. You’ll be in a double room. There’s already a patient there, a man, but he’s… very quiet. He promised to be no trouble.”
I looked at the hospital gown in my hands. “It’s fine,” I said. What else was there to say?
