That promise had been the foundation of my life.
“He almost left me,” I said between shallow sobs.
“Yes.”
The answer hurt.
Caroline did not soften it.
“But he turned back,” she murmured.
“Why hide it?”
“Because he never wanted you to believe you were responsible for keeping him alive, dear.” Her eyes filled. “He knew what it was like to be a child carrying an adult’s grief. He refused to put that weight on you.”
“Why hide it?”
I thought of all the times Frank had told me, “You gave me a reason to keep going.”
I had heard it as the kind thing parents say.
Now I understood how literal it had been.
“He let me think he rescued me.”
Caroline squeezed my hand.
“He did rescue you.” Then she smiled through her tears. “You rescued him too.”
“He let me think he rescued me.”
